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Replaced by DeviousK, literature

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Replaced

Do you have any idea as to how much it hurts? How much it hurts to have to sit back and watch you move on with your life? Having the feeling deep down inside me,that I'm being replaced? Yet you deny it, you deny it all, saying I'm not being replaced and I will never be replaced. I simply cannot be replaced. But it's too late, I already have. I've known you the longest, better than the rest. It pains me so, to let you go. I realize it's the right thing to do, yet that does nothing to ease the pain that comes with letting go. It even starts to sound like cough syrup, the horrible taste that lingers in your mouth as it slowly glides

Swallow your tears and Smile by DeviousK, literature

The Board game we call Life by DeviousK, literature

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The Board game we call Life

It's all a game, life is nothing more than a board game. Nothing more nothing less. I guess there is only one reason to continue playing, to know who will overcome all the obstacles set in front of them. The road might not be easy, and it might not be tough, it's up to the cruel thing called destiny. Destiny would be a pair of dice, that decide where you will go. Let's see who comes out on top. Let's see who wins. The drugs, money and lust only set you up for a sure doom. Game over, is what you never want to see. But I must warn you, it's coming, sooner or later, the screen will show, 'Game Over' That's when your heart st

Promises that never were by DeviousK, literature

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Promises that never were

It kills me to know what you think. You think I don't care, You even suggest I don't. If only you knew, I care more for you than for my self Never in my life have I met someone who I could actually call a friend, closer than a friend You seem to be closing me off from your life, you fear that we will end up too close, for me to just leave I guess your right. I'm sorry, I guess I lose this fight. I'll stop, If I can. The promises most people have made were broken, so I am unsure of who to trust. I trusted you, And I guess I lost. I'm sorry, if I was ever a burden. My heart was crushed when you asked Why I would care. It do

Could I trade in these tears by DeviousK, literature

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Could I trade in these tears

Do you think, all the tears I wasted during all those years, Do I get them back? As you say over and over again, "Make new friends," my blood begins to boil, as the anger builds up inside. Is it really that easy? I think not, as it's tooken me nearly a life time, although my life is a bit short, to be able to finally say, "I'm socially stable." It hurts so badly as you trample over me, as it is not the first time you interfere, nor will it be the last. Because of you I don't raise my hopes of finding someone who won't hurt me, when I meet new people, I feel like crawling back into my shell. As I am terrified they will walk all over

It's a fucking Deathwish by DeviousK, literature

Love Kills, at least true love by DeviousK, literature

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Love Kills, at least true love

I whisper as the last of my energy and blood is drained "I lied, I could never love you, such a cold creature from the night." Wonder and astonishment begin to torment your face. "Well, I love you, or at least I did." Your lips emphasize the past tense. "We're you really fooled? Or do you simply lie?" I bring myself to ask. "I...I t-thought you loved me. I would never lie to you about loving or feeling loved by you." You stutter. "Goes to show you, trust no one, not even your own shadow. Or in this case your true love." With that I lodged a dagger through your heart and now we both lay here dying, arm in arm as we live our final moment

No longer here by DeviousK, literature

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No longer here

You left, your presence is no longer required Because your love is no longer here It's not there, You're not near It vanished along with your life Why do so many people speak of happiness? All I can say is, They were born liars. Everyone lies, just like you did to me. Three words was all it took, and with eight Love turned to hate Make up your mind, stop playing games. First you say, "I love you," and now it echoes in my mind like a scratched cd, playing over and over again. It meant nothing to you, yet the world to me. The next and last thing you said was, "I don't love you. And I don't care." After you spoke those terrible wo

Where o' where is happiness by DeviousK, literature

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Where o' where is happiness

I was bored and translated a poem into French... Où est-tu pour trouver le vrai bonheur, où? Dans les arbres, les mers, ou des arbustes? Tu doivent importuner pour être vraiment heureux? Wert Si possible, tu ne voyage sur le bonheur quand on trouve le véritable amour. I did it in English trying to use Shakespearean language: Where is thou to find true happiness, where? In the trees, seas, or bushes? Thou must importune to be truly happy? If it wert possible, thou would trip on happiness when true love is found.

Is it true love or is it lust? by DeviousK, literature

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Is it true love or is it lust?

We stand in the middle of an empty ice rink I stand still, dazed and confused about what you just said Then an image struck my mind It was both when we were little kids playing on the swings I have known you nearly my entire life We have been best friends forever, or as long as I remember You and I have always been there for each other I suddenly return to reality when you whisper my name and say, "I love you." Your words, they sound so sweet, it makes my heart melt Were these feeling always here? Was I so stupid to not realize, "I love you too." I finally manage to say. I have realized, I do love you, but is this love true?

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Rules are meant to be broken, by DeviousK, literature

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Rules are meant to be broken,

Rules are meant to be broken, not my heart. I stand here before you I can’t believe what you have said and I soon forget how to breathe I beg you to leave You stand so still, I feel as if I could get more of a reaction from a brick wall I whisper to you, “I love you.” Only hoping you will stay. But you simply say, “I’m sorry.” Then sing, “I don’t love you, like I loved you yesterday.” A tear glides down my cheek and you don’t catch it like you used to when I was down I simply reply, “Rules are meant to be broken, not my heart. Yet you went ahead and did it anyway. All I wonder

Is it true love or is it lust? by DeviousK, literature

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Is it true love or is it lust?

Where o' where is happiness by DeviousK, literature

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Where o' where is happiness

No longer here by DeviousK, literature

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No longer here

Love Kills, at least true love by DeviousK, literature

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Love Kills, at least true love

It's a fucking Deathwish by DeviousK, literature

Could I trade in these tears by DeviousK, literature

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Could I trade in these tears

Promises that never were by DeviousK, literature

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Promises that never were

The Board game we call Life by DeviousK, literature

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The Board game we call Life

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Aiming at Shadows: Chapter 4 by PyroGirl163, literature

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Aiming at Shadows: Chapter 4

Chapter 4: Where can she be? Skylar glared down at a girl with a black wavy hair and piercing purple eyes. A low growl escaped from his lips, his grip on the girl's wrist tightening. "Why would you bring her here without my permission?!" he yelled at the girl in pure rage. "I just thought that-" "You just though?! You don't think of anything without my consent!" he yelled once more interrupting her. The girl looked at Skylar frightened. She winced slightly feeling his grip on her wrist grow tighter. Skylar waited for her to say something, but when she didn't he pushed her away harshly. "Get out of my sight before you piss me off any f

You by fluffy333, literature

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You

I remember watching you for the longest hours. Looking at your picture, I miss you as a whole. Thinking of you always makes me cower. And your remains linger on my fingers like charcoal. You looked at life with eyes so bleak And I watched the first time you sliced your wrists. And I smiled at the vein you thankfully missed. She was a sadist for your misery. I begged God for you to see this sooner. Maybe it's just old love that I'm constantly breathing. Did you watcth to see what your death did to her? i remember when you said you wanted to die. I'll bet money that you'll pull the trigger. Who said dying for love would be such a

In Your Heart by Wolfgirlnowand4ever, literature

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In Your Heart

Ian rested his forehead against the glass. The scenery outside the car was boring, but it was better than hearing the two in front of him argue about what to listen to. Sure, he'd rather cut his ears off than listen to Sheryl's country music, but Cory's "tunes" wouldn't be any better. All that was really left was to stare out the window. It was barely five, but already the sun was sinking into the horizon, casting long shadows and coloring the sky with deep orange and purple streaks. His fingers itched to the camera hanging from a strap around his neck. He was desperate to capture this on film, but he didn't. The camera was just there for c

Temptations by fluffy333, literature

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Temptations

He didn't pick up. I wanted to… needed to talk to him. I've lost my balance and control. I couldn't stop. I'm turning gray. Temptations: don't give in. I so wanted to die. Just to kiss the tears away. I lay on the floor and curled up. Sobbed like a baby for six minutes. I gutted at myself, hitting myself in the face with my words. I decided to try again. My hand trembled as I reached for the phone. The phone rang, then his voicemail. "I-I need you here. Can you hold me please? I don't want to fall. Would you be my wings?" My words made me cry more. I felt so vacant of love, and so filled with hate.

What am I? by fluffy333, literature

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What am I?

I am the disease that pumps through your arteries, the one that blackens your insides. I am the addiction that you're trying to drop, the one that eventually leads to suicide. I am the ugly scar on your wrist. The one thatreminds you of the pains you are carried with. I am the empty glass you hold in your hand, the one that promised you eternal bliss. I am the knife in your heart twisting, and turning forever and ever. But still, I'm the one you pray to... the one that's supposed to make you feel better. I am the one you see inthe mirror, the one that argues with you back and forth. I am the future that awaits you... the one

wendigo by fluffy333, literature

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wendigo

I know your dangers, But I'm not afraid. You'll call my name And I'll go looking for you. You're everywhere around me, but you're nowhere to be seen. I'm still waiting for you... Waiting for you to take me away. I know you'll use every bit of me, well go ahead and tear me apart. You'll drop me from the sky pretty soon, I know what goes on in your wicked little heart. I know how cold you can be Under the warmth of your skin. And I know the pain you'll cause my body (I can feel the fear crashing down on me) but still you call me in an irresistible way. And already... I'm yours.

Waiting by fluffy333, literature

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Waiting

I'm still waiting for you. Waiting for your heart to stop beating. Waiting to kiss your cheek... to hold you close and tight. Waiting for your life to end... and let go of this anchor that keeps our love from flying. Waiting for the most beautiful creature to rescue me. I'm waiting to fall asleep in this personalized hell and wake up in Heaven where I'm supposed to be. I envy your enemies,... at least they can see you everyday. I can't comfort you like I want to. Somehow you hurt me without touching me. You bruise my cheeks with tears, without even screaming at me. You're not mine... but I'm still waiting for you, my angel. I'm sti

Lies by fluffy333, literature

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Lies

I stared at the paper you tossed on my desk. The words I was thankful for also bruised me. I watched you leave, telling our teacher you didn't want to be here, telling him how sick you were. Yoy look fine to me- that should be me up there, holding out the lung I just coughed up. I can't breathe right now,I'm not even sure if I want to. I was freed from from the invisible leash, but you still yanked me around with my heart knotted to a chain. But next time, when you call my name, I won't care if I hear you or not. I won't pull on your feetuntil you fight me off. And I will never look at you with tempted eyes.

Aiming At Shadows Chapter 2 by PyroGirl163, literature

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Aiming At Shadows Chapter 2

Chapter 2: Happy day or not? Jesse looked around the room with wide hot pink eyes. "What did James do to this place?" he asked no one in particular as Mikey walked passed him placing a small box wrapped neatly in white wrapping paper with a red bow tied around it. "It's called decorating dude." Mikey said as he placed more boxes and bags on a table that was covered with a black table cloth. "I know that, but I think James went a bit overboard with it all." Jesse said still looking around the room. The entire living room had been decorated with black, red, and white balloons. Red streamers hung by the entrance of the room. The lights were

Aiming at Shadows: Chapter 1 by PyroGirl163, literature

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Aiming at Shadows: Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Shadows "No please! I'm sorry! Please have mercy on me!" a man yelled out in terror as a black haired man stood over him holding a long razor sharp scythe in one hand. "Why should I give you mercy for what you have put that poor family threw? Don't you think their daughter deserved some mercy?" the black haired man asked as he looked down at the frightened man on the floor. "I'm sorry, please spare my life." the frightened man pleaded. The black haired man shook his head, then he brought the scythe down on the man cutting the man in half fro bottom to top. As he did so, blood splattered everywhere coloring the walls and floor w

About DeviousK

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Deviant for 15 years
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Current Residence: My imagination
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite style of art: Mosaic
Operating System: Windows XP SP 3
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Contemplating Reiko
Personal Quote: Hardcore with a backwards K!

Favourite Visual Artist

Kelly Clarkson

Favourite Movies

Man on Fire

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance

Favourite Writers

Roald Dahl

Favourite Games

Guitar Hero!!!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii and original nintendo

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Music, learning

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Feb 16, 2012

Fucking 'emo' stereotypes.....

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Omg, I'm disgusted. Just completely disgusted. So, I was serving myself some cereal, and the radio was on, I usually ignore it since it's on all day, but something in particular caught my attention. They were talking about "emo". And it's some christian or catholic radio station, I honestly have no clue and I doubt it makes any difference. According to them, "emo" is the latest trend. Kids do it to be in a group and feel accepted. Based on the whole being in a group and feeling accepted, there's tons of groups that can be labeled out there.... "Emo" kids dress the same, and have the same short hair cut, hiding their eyes behind bangs

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Nov 6, 2011

Veteran's Day!!!

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SO, I'm pretty sure you guys have Veteran's Day off from school, it's friday, I believe. And I was sort of planning on heading up to Sylmar that day, therefore I was hoping we could hang out at someone's place that day or at the park or something! So, fill me in if you guys want to make some plans. I really miss you guys. <3 Peace and cupcakes! xD

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Oct 15, 2011

Home sweet home.

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I feel awful....I haven't signed on here in like a year. And the coma button on my keyboard won't work. It's annoying! :o Well....this is just an update...I'll be traveling back home for vacations. :D CALIFORNIA HERE I COME! :D

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Oct 11, 2010

Karol!!! Happy Late Birthday!!!

I miss you~!

Oct 13, 2010

Aww,
THANK YOU!!!!!!!

I miss you too,
hopefully I'll see you soon.

Oct 13, 2010

If Marissa lets us near you XD

Oct 14, 2010

lmfao.
I think that's going to be a bit hard to acomplish,
but I'll see you,
I have to.
^-^

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Aug 16, 2010

A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.*Send this to 20 of your truest friends of DA; if you get this back you're a true friend!

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simpleandclean101

Feb 13, 2010

ew haha jk wat up loser ;D